chii chii’s blog

Message: MY KiSSiNG SPOT iS ……..!
Libra : Under a tree.
Sagittarius : in the bathroom
Taurus: On the trampoline.
Capri corn :.In the hot tub
Aquarius : .In The Elevator
Aries : in a pool!
Pisces : On The Kitchen Table.
Gemini : Under the stars.
Virgo : In a car.
Leo : On the beach.
Scorpio : Everywhere.
Cance r : In the rain.

die… tht shows how horny or romantic i can get… ooops, maybe i shud say desperate, hahahahahaha… well only if i can get someone i love, maybe tht would be light years away… hopefully not… hahaha, i think i’m starting to sound ridiculous

a few more days, n my birthday draws nearer, i’m turning 19, in other words i’m getting older n stepping into my final year as a teenager, also means that i’m dying too (dont worry, this does not only apply to me, it applies to every living thing) growing up is not an easy job, it means more responsibilities = more troubles… on the other hand, it also means more freedom… well, as for this year, there’s nothing much i’m expecting as it’s week 14, in my school it sort of means deadline week, n it does not call itself deadline for nothing, as u r able to see many "dead zombies" around the college… well, fortunately, it also happens to be halloween week, so it pretty much matches the whole theme… as of this moment, i look forward for the end of this semester than my birthday… n 1st thing to do on my list is to get braces… well, i’m pretty tired now, as i have been doing my homework the whole day… my social life is descending in an incredible speed, my social skills r blunt n my physique? blek, need to exercise soon… worst is my face, cracking up with pimples due to lack of sleep… anyway, this will be over pretty soon i hope, n the one birthday wish that i get, is to ace every semester and score high marks for my hardwork assignments, especially RP n TE n CAD n BC n DT…

ps, i’m not seeking for attention, just seeking love n friends

as of this moment, i’m very stressed up,very troubled by thoughts… i hate this kind of feeling, i feel so pissed at myself, i hate myself… i study hard n hope that i can score well, but it never seems to be good enough… i have something else troubling me… n i hv no one to talk to… i wish all these never happened, doing architecture was not really my 1st choice, i wanted to do fashion design all along, but my freaking dad n his stupid tiny narrow minded brain forbade me to do so, i would be having so much fun designing clothes than designing buildings… fashion design was some what my passion ever since i was as young as 12, i hv some sketches of the clothes i designed, n my ideas r not applicable in designing a building… designing an attire is so spontaneous, rather than a building, which u need to find a way for the services n so many things to consider… i really wanted to do something i like, n now i’m suffering with something tht i really love… i’m trying 110% n yet my efforts r not well paid off… i feel so tired doing this, this is only the 1st yr, n yet i feel like giving up now… sigh, someone plz help me
anyone

-the taste of wood glue
-changes in your vocabulary: homework to project, ball to sphere, etc
-you don’t understand how somebody can spend less than $20 at the supplies store
-you hate people telling you "go to sleep" or "do you still have a lot of work?"
-your friends and you don’t have the same concept of work "oh, well do it right before class"
-you’ve slept more than 20 straight hours on weekends
-you can easily discuss with authority the effects of caffeine on different drinks
-no matter the effort you put in a project, somebody will always say “whydon’t you add this? or “why don’t you change this here? or “i think that… but… yeah, its ok?
-you’ve heard all your ipod songs in a week
-you aren’t seen in public without bags under your eyes
-whenever you get invited somewhere, it is followed by “or do you have a lot of homework?
-you’ll dance ymca with a choreography without a drop of alcohol in your system
-you write down a quick message with rapidographs, lead holders, markers and ink
-you constantly make up excuses for courses that are not design related why you didn’t do your work
-you have more pictures of landscapes and places than of people
-your worst nightmare consists of not finishing a project
-someone once called you “lazy? and you wanted them murdered
-you can live without human contact, sunlight, food, but if your plotter’s ink runs out… chaos!!!
-when somebody lends you a Bic pen you look down at it
-you don’t care about sports cars, your favorite car is the one where you can put in your model and your huge computer
-you design spectacular things without the idea of the cost
-you have the modern mark: a blister in your palm’s hand for the constant use of your mouse
-everybody tells you how they admire your work, “but there is no money for it?
-you’ve gained the ability to sleep in whatever surface: pencils, keyboards, backpacks, your studio mates, food, etc
-you always have the idea that your project will always be recognized
-when you finally have free time to go out you keep thinking “who was the idiot that designed the restaurant’s bathroom? “who designed this menu? or “who designed this [chair, table, lighting, fork, etc]
-you’ve been at many sunrises, yet you’ve never seen one
-you need to read all this in a facebook group to realize how weird
your life is

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derived on october 1st 2007, 6.30p.m from http://www.friendster.com/bulletin.php?statpos=bulletintable&bid=12681385&uid=30572571

hi, well just a lil event update abt me… Sis’ graduation was last saturday, n we celebrated today… went all the way down to seremban, which was approximately 1.5 hours drive, well, we went all the way down there to savour of (in my opinion) malaysia’s best crabs, it was really good, salted egg style, creamy style n grilled marmite style, really lovely… especially my sis was paying, well really proud of her to get her 1st $$$$ paycheck, she gave me some money too… i was very hungry before dinner, n the 1st thing tht went into my tummy was red wine, it was very dry n blend, it’s taste was very sour n not sweet at all… *BLEK… but luckily the crabs were good, so tht sums up the whole fun saturday night, which i hv been missing all along coz of my assignment stress, which i was even more stress abt after the dinner… sigh… btw, i was totally drunk after merely 1 cup of red wine, so lousy n embarassing, n my family said made a joke tht i will definitely go drunk during my wedding… hehe,  better not have too much in the future, luckily i didnt say anything unpleasant, being drunk is something funny, really felt very senseless, haha… here r some shots…

if love was solid, it will be like the pyramid

if loves shines brightly than anything else, then it’s the eiffel’s lights

if love was colourful n cheerful, it’ll be like las vegas

if love was long lasting, it will be the great wall of china

if love provide space time peace n feminine, it’ll be taj mahal

if love was more unique than anything, it will be the stonehedge of britain

if love was complicated, it’ll be like the guggenheim museum of bilbao

that’s all i can think of now, gd nite

Macbook pro

Nikon SLR camera

A new suit

Braces

Move to mentari

Shape up

Travel

Sleep

A friend like u

Graduating top of my class

so many request, some are essentials, some r luxuries… but all to work hard for…

have u ever felt very sad, n not tell anyone abt it? esp the one that hurt u…? it is very painful to have ur sorrow n sadness store up like that, it will hurt u more… it takes great courage to keep it in the heart, n it takes time to forget abt it… that is how i’m feeling rite now… n it takes the ultimate braveness to forgive them… when u r sad, the best thing to do is to eat… n to sleep… this will really help u forget all the sorrows… better yet, the best solution is to have a good friend/best friend to share everything with them… a religion can help for some people, as they feel the presence n comfort of god… eventually time will heal everything, we r here for a reason, n only we ourtselves can set them straight, focus on our priorities… then there’s nothing that can overcome u… it’s ok to cry, but u must move on too… take care everyone

i really hate this, my freedom is restricted by family… god damn it, i’m 18 n i know how to make my own decisions… i cant even feel comfortable accessing the house, i cant use the net as long as i want to… this is just so screw up… i believe i have my own responsibilities, n yet i cant take hold of things… really wanna move away from them, family is suppose to support n love, shit it, that hardly happens in this one… i really to have my own earning power n move far far away from them… the things they say is so not intelligent n think they’re right all the time… let them drown in their own ignorance… seriously, they give me more stress than my lecturers… ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!

Come up to meet you, tell you I’m sorry
You don’t know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh let’s go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I’m going back to the start

Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh (x4)